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Monday, December 29, 2008



Cutest thing ever.

I wonder what's life supposed to be made up of. Why must there be so much hatred, anger, irritation, disappointments..
Yes, and you claim you love me (etc). It's all a bunch of beautiful lies, comforting words, soothing verbs. It's all pretty till the screaming starts, accusations thrown around, spiteful stares. I thought we were a perfect family! You say I've got an attitude problem, I've tried reflecting, I've realised my mistakes, I'm trying to change. What about you? You misunderstand my good intentions, then scream when things don't go right, hmmm, they always don't, do they. I'm worried for you whenever you go there, fearing for your life, though it's stupid. Is this a waste of my time and energy, as I don't know if it's reciprocated. They say it's the best to have family around. Sometimes, I don't think so, and I don't wonder why. I thank you for the roof over my head and the food on the table. Just please stop putting me down by saying such suffocating words. I've been restraining myself from standing and shouting, THEN WHAT HAVE YOU TURNED OUT TO BE. NOTHING BETTER!
I know you want what's best for me, but unfortunately, it's not exactly what I want. Sometimes, you've gotta understand that I need some space, that I'll never be what you were. You've gotta update yourself, we're not living in the 70's no more. So I don't wanna do what you did, follow in your footsteps, inherit your anger. I feel so sad for all the spite that's within you, a laughing face can turn into a explosive one in a split split second. I'll never wanna be you, so I'll try with all that I have within me not to learn from your mistakes as being you, isn't the most pleasant thing in the world. After all, I don't wanna end up as some old spinster with no one to spend my life with.
So anyway, here's a late late Merry Christmas to everyone :)

Love and peace,
rachel
Monday, December 22, 2008


My favourite. :) ♥♥

We're so cute except for Ruth, she's acting. :D

Buzz 2008!♥

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So anyway, NOUVEAU was really really fun, celebrating Christmas in church and hearing the gospel and everything. :)
Christmas is one of the rare festive seasons that I look forward to (only if there were snow) other than like, school holidays and Halloween? We're not encouraged to celebrate it but dressing up's fun. Come Christmas, then it's Chinese New Year, which is rather irritating, with the visiting and stuff. Not that I don't like visiting my relatives, but the driving is kinda exhausting. And shopping for clothes doesn't hurt either. Though I hate the crowds. Yeah, the crowds. Ugh, gross.
I think the joy of celebrating Christmas and everything, is like meeting up, and catching up. And the foooood. I can never get enough of the turkey and the shepherd's pie. :) Sadly though, Singapore's kinda dull, the festive mood hasn't really infected anyone like I've seen overseas. Pity, as there were people on floats, caroling (though I don't really like Christmas carols, hearing them play over and over again can give you headaches) and just having fun. Singapore's hardly lit up! With the exception for Orchard Road, which is lit up every festive season.
So anyway, I got a pink hamster thing from Nicole! I really love it, it's so cute and it has a name! It's called Rosa (don't really fancy it) and like, she's really glamorous. :) Got a lovely muffin from Tree, love it, and a funny card from Audrey :) Thanks dears, you really made my day yesterday, and thanks for saving me from drowning! REAL scary. Love our team, we'll go to the Zonals and kick arse, aite? :)
Love and peace,
rachel K

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Saturday, December 20, 2008






imissyou?
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Rather be lonely in love, than alive with you and dead.
This is the correlation of salvation and love,
Is this the end of everything we know?
This is the end of everything I am.
Public display of depression,
Something's got to give now,
Something's going to break down.
So go on love,
Leave while there's still hope for escape.
Got to take what you can these days,
There's so much ahead.
I loved you, and I should have said it,
But tell me, just what has it ever meant?

THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID "THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!"
rachel k

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Friday, December 12, 2008

WAS IST DAS SCHEISSE?!
I wish I had an older sister who would go shopping and camwhore with me, share secrets and clothes and jewellery, play netball everyday.
PT was tough! My thighs are aching shit now, can't walk properly. I swear I will warm down after training from today on.
IWCP ytd fun TTM!